Post by rεεd on Mar 4, 2009 23:37:01 GMT -5
(ramsaykainbancroft)
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the face behind the mask
age: seventeen
how did you find river's edge? another site's affiliates
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the basics
nicknames: ramz
age: eighteen
country of origin: canada
occupation: teavana employee
grade level: senior
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appearance
hair: like most people with dark hair, it gets greasey fast, so he has to wash it a lot. it's somewhat low maintenance because he puts little effort into his hair. it lays straight with an appropriate amount of volume.
eyes: large blue irises rim a normally wide pair of pupils. they stay glossy and have an almost eery quality to them, as though he can see through you.
face: a square jawline holds a stout chin and a plush pair of tickle me pink lips. an oblong nose, as masculine as it is, often causes him issues with his self-esteem. bushy, though trained brows hover over hawk-like eyes. in all, he's a good looking cat.
clothing: most of his clothing are basics. he likes to keep the colors simple with a splash of something here and there. accessories such as bags are limited, though necessities--belts, scarves, et cetera--are in abundance. he takes pride in what he wears because most of it costs a lot of money.
play by: ashley stymest
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personality
- coffee and cigarettes
- partying
- body modifications
- animals
- strawberries
- trying new things
- roller coasters
- socializing
- being different
- drama
dislikes:
- whiskey
- shopping
- manual labor
- "no"
- homework
- procrastination
- crying
- conservatives
- ice cream
- cheap lighters
aspirations: ramsay's dream in life is just like any other 18-year-old male's; to grow up and be a successful person. to him, details don't matter. as long as he's happy, that's all that counts.
fears:
- getting jumped
- creepy crawlies
- rejection
5 words: bold, outgoing, accepting, flippant, zealous.
overall personality: if one was ever to fall victim to psychosis, it would be this man. the high amount of strong alcohol--basically poison--that has entered ramsay's fragile body has made him suffer through bad mood swings and a chronic state of severe depression. his views on religion are so open minded that most americans literally turn their nose up to him, warning him that his beliefs will end in dire consequences. it never actually crosses ramsay's mind, it simply doesn't bother him anymore. at first, his family in america got to him for a while but the resurrection was short lived. as for what he truly thinks is real, it was simple. by most, he would be considered an atheist although he personally calls himself a hedonist and a firm believer in zodiacal signs. in ramsay's mind there is no god, no satan, limitless universes, limitless lives to each person's soul, and that anything is possible. it gets deeper the more someone speaks with him about it, or every time he drinks. it seems as though it helps him understand the way everything works. his interest in philosophy has earned him a bachelor's degree in psychology and is in the process of getting a doctorate's degree in philosophy.
having such a severe case of depression has caused a lot of problems in ramsay's persona. over the years, it has gotten so bad that he went through symptoms of depression as well as bipolar, ad/hd and schizophrenia. it takes a lot of courage to live his every day life. ramsay's views on the world and how it functions are often so terrifying that they cause him to hallucinate while intoxicated. not only this, but he is normally sedated by some sort of strong antidepressant that numbs his outlook on life, and under the influence of alcohol. it seems as though ramsay will never be freed from this suffering of being unsure and constantly unmotivated, being called lazy and sad. it takes a lot of energy for him to move which is the main reason he drinks as much as he does; it boosts his energy. being so used to this horrible routine has made him become afraid to reach outside the boundaries. what he needs is some weed.
ramsay has buried his emotions for nearly his entire life. he grew up in the spotlight of the canadian public, thus being forced to be the perfect child. the realization that he has to pretend in order for people to enjoy his company has scarred him for the remainder of his life. arnold and fiona were good, caring parents, but their interest in politics made a lasting impression on their bitter alcoholic son. he was born with an obvious attraction to females. ramsay enjoys the company of a woman which results in him constantly being surrounded by the most attractive ones. shallowness has never been a problem for him; he fails to realize that he has yet to open his eyes and see true beauty. the outer layer of another human--her measurements--matters more to ramsay than a personality, as long as he is able to take care of her. honestly, he belongs with a dumb blond who has no emotions and simply let him love her. ramsay's amount of sensitivity has caused him to spend a lot of lonely nights with jim beam.
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history
overall history: being birthed into a political family is something ramsay highly discourages if you have any control over it whatsoever. he was conceived during spring break when arnold and fiona got a little too frisky and ended up getting stuck with a child. they were married already so their reputations were saved but they had not been planning on having another son or daughter for at least five more years. only a few years earlier, their first son had been born. fiona was still so exhausted by her first birth that she was taken aback by her pregnancy test results. early in the morning little ramsay was born at the local hospital's emergency room. she withstood brief labor pains and gave birth to a healthy baby. unfortunately, ramsay had been born with a bad case of baby colic and spent most of his babyhood in and out of the hospital.
being modest and obedient as a child, so much that it seemed to disturb friends of the family and of course his grandparents, was one of ramsay's stronger points in his opinion. he preferred to stay out of family portraits and was distant from his relatives, acting reserved around them. playing was not a habit of his, for he saw it as a childish and embarrassing thing to do, almost as if it was wrong. this was easily blamed on fiona and arnold for insisting he was always well-behaved. whenever he would play with his cars or trucks, ramsay would close his door and be completely silent. but other than that, he was the perfect kid. no outbursts or physical temper tantrums, though he usually got his way whether he got angry or not. doing so in public was beyond a no-no. he simply never did it. it was not an option. "that means that your son is not angry and is mature beyond his years. take it as a good sign," the doctors would assure her. but his mother knew the truth and that damned doctor knew it, too. this child was suppressing an inner anger that was being triggered by something going on at home.
ramsay was the typical teenager. the one to sneak out of his house so he could smoke pot and drink liquor in garages, never being home simply because his parents were so false and intolerable. though he never got serious about marijuana, his alcohol problem was getting worse. it became a serious issue when his mother caught him taking shots before school. she was aware that he drank on a regular basis, but had no idea her son drank strong vodka while at school. and worst of all, he drove to school in his own car, thus he was risking the chance of killing someone every time he got in that vehicle or even just get a dui. she was shocked and took the alcohol away. after that, he did not admit to drinking again, though he drank more than ever because of a rapidly rising stress level. for his seventeenth birthday party, he was so drunk that he fell down and never got back up, he had consumed such a vast quantity of gin. that was simply the way ramsay's life was on a regular basis. get up, drink, go to school, drink at school, go home, drink more with friends and then finally sleep. he never gave his body a break, a chance to be sober.
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final touches
an average rp sample from any site with any character (just state the context) goes here.
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read the rules? ice cream!
the last word: nahh
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(so baby, make me fly)[/color]
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